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Lavender Labyrinth Lives

November 18th, 2014

this is the labryinth design

Thanks to the flow of people and love, we have a lavender labyrinth completed in what used to be a horse arena.   Mokelumne Lavender is in business!!  Mokelumne is the name of three forks of our rivers in this region.  We live between the north and middle fork of the Mokelumne.  Our pond eventually flows into the middle fork down below our property.

I want beauty in my life and my community, and Phase One of our simple lavender business has begun.   We started growing lavender with three hundred large Lavendula x-intermedia,’Grosso,’ planted into a maze design.  I met Patience Diaz in July, who came from Shasta Lavender Farm to our house for consultation in August.  She instructed us about the feasibility of establishing a lavender farm on our property.  Patience helped us decide where to plant, and made suggestions for getting the soil tested, checking for drainage, and different types of lavender choices that would be appropriate for our labyrinth. Continue reading “Lavender Labyrinth Lives” »

Little Wave

November 11th, 2014
stinson

Stinson Beach from Mt.Tam road

Ten years ago, Jennifer asked  me to be her spiritual advisor as she died of an inoperable brain tumor.  Of course I said yes, but really felt ill equipped to be somebody’s spiritual advisor.  She was my neighbor, people called her Skeeter as a child, because she was such a fast swimmer.  I miss that woman, and she taught me how to be brave.  Tuesday’s with Morrey by Mitch Albom had recently come out, and I read it, so Jennifer and I could talk about her process.  I told her Morrie’s parable about the little wave. Continue reading “Little Wave” »

Cheap Party

November 4th, 2014
boys running

being together is enough

What to do for Brian’s fifth birthday party? I didn’t want to spend a dime on it, because the neighborhood kids cared nothing for bowling or swimming.  They wanted to run around and have a good time.  I decided to make an old-fashioned birthday party, a la the 1960’s, and combine ingenuity with creativity.   Continue reading “Cheap Party” »

I’m tired of fixing

October 28th, 2014

kitten to lionI recently attended a public meeting, and a beautiful woman in her seventies stood, greeting people as they entered the building.  She looked really together, not one hair out of place, coordinated clothes, and shiny shoes, perfectly applied lipstick.  The woman stopped me as I passed through, and started grilling me.  Did I know what the meeting was for?   Was I new to the protocol, familiar with the issues?  I was smiling, answered yes, I was familiar with protocol.  She started oppressing me, took my arm, as if to stop me.  I realized she wanted to boss me around, especially when she pointed directly to a seat.  “Sit there.”   That gave me pause.  The meeting was open seating. Continue reading “I’m tired of fixing” »

Ode to Lucky

October 21st, 2014

katThis is a story about Lucky, my cat from 1982.

One late summer evening in Craig, Alaska, my second husband and I walked back from the docks to our home on Loop Road.  A perky white kitten scampered along, curious and running beside us as we walked.  “If that cat follows us home, he’s mine, because I love him.”

“He’s lucky to have found us.” Roy, stated, which is how Lucky got his name. Continue reading “Ode to Lucky” »

Let me go after 75

October 14th, 2014
me happy at chichen itza

Me happy at Chichen Itza, Mexico

Ezekiel Emanuel wrote an article in the Atlantic Monthly, Why I hope to die at 75.  He asks the question, “Are we to embrace the “American immortal” or my “75 and no more” view?”  He plans no life sustaining medical procedures or tests after the age of 75.  Ezekiel is not trying to die, but won’t prolong his life in any event of illness.

I suggest people read Emanuel’s article and decide for themselves how they feel about elder research for longevity.  We should be having big conversations about what we truly want for our country.

Mortality seems to be a topic people do not want to discuss, because we obviously face unknown territory.  I was forced to think about dying at age sixteen, when my father committed suicide.  I earnestly contemplated what mortality meant for us, and  tried to understand death because I was afraid of it, since my father’s suicide had been such an unnatural shock. Continue reading “Let me go after 75” »

Axe throwing

October 7th, 2014

I have been throwing an axe for years.

West Point, California women annually throw their axes on Lumberjack Day in competition, before a standing bull’s eye.  Axes fly end over end, and smash into shaken beer cans located in the center of the bulls’eye.  West Point, Calaveras County, west of Nevada in the Central Sierra Foothills, once flourished as a logging community, but no longer.  The  eight hundred person town has a forty-year history of annual parades,  with over 75 floats and afternoon logging activities.  Professional logger skills are performed in an arena format by members of the community.

After watching my first competition, I spoke with my favorite thrower, confiding that I also wanted to compete.

“Yeah, right,” she said. Continue reading “Axe throwing” »

Sierra Gold Rose

September 30th, 2014

sunset goldHome smells like a Sutter’s Gold rose in Mom’s backyard.  Even though Mom didn’t water it;  the gold glory crimson, orange, yellow grew over eight-feet tall outside of her kitchen window, loaded with full body brilliant perfumed blossoms in Tiburon during spring and summer.

Mom said the rose thrived on neglect, but maybe it was the Miwok Native American earth where Mom’s house was built that nurtured it.  We found evidence of beads, mortars and pestles in the yard.  Our subdivision house was built post WWII, on Richardson Bay, nestled in a cove at the base of a rock sprinkled mountain with a 360-degree view of seven Bay Area counties.  People planted roses in their yards, but our Sierra Gold was perfectly number one. Continue reading “Sierra Gold Rose” »

passionate immortality

September 23rd, 2014
ancient Celtic Gospel pages

Book of Kells  pages

I cannot expect my children to transcribe 35 personal journals I’ve written on this earth.  Like a hoarder, I’ve held onto my journals as valuable to others, but understand it is not truly the case.

My friend’s mother passed away years ago, leaving over 1000 journal/scrapbooks organized like  resources for a human Google search engine.  She organized a lifetime of topics, magazine articles cut out, photographs from botany to zoology, shelves filled her entire home, bedrooms, livingroom, diningroom and her garage.

My friend kept only one index of her mother’s, because it was her handwriting, reminding her of mother’s passion.  Many scrapbooks were donated to a small logging camp’s ‘library,’ which may not be accessible to other people who want a look at those books.  I want to see the volumes all together.  I went to look at her collection, and the place was closed indefinitely, no sign of ever being open again. Continue reading “passionate immortality” »

Guarding Against Forgetting

September 9th, 2014

st hilarysThe Old St. Hilary’s Catholic Church in downtown Tiburon, California is the most recognized historical structure in town. It is no longer only a Catholic building, but stands for history of the old days.  Tiburon Landmarks Society commemorated the building with a project. They recruited local volunteers to needlepointing local wildflowers  designs on  kneelers for each of the sixteen pews. Since the Tiburon Mariposa lily on Ring Mountain became protected as an endangered flower the same year my brother died, and was represented as one of the flowers on the kneelers, I volunteered to make a kneeler, but the coordinator gave me a blue iris design instead.  I didn’t really care, I just wanted my work to be in the old church. Continue reading “Guarding Against Forgetting” »

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